I was gonna write about you again.
but then I remembered you don’t care.
and I should be over this.
truthfully, I didn’t deal with it in the first place.
maybe that’s why it’s been pouring out of me lately.
the emotions and hurt, I mean.
they’re kind of drowning my fucking guts.
I want you to know I still think you’re as lovely as the sunsets I wanted to show you.
and the moon that I did.
I don’t know if you remember that but you said it was beautiful.
I remember thinking, I wish I could give it to you somehow.
because your eyes were so sad.
it would’ve been nice to see them in awe.
I looked at you in awe.
anyways, I want you to know I’m happy for you.
I’m pissed you’re not happy with me.
but that’s not really what people are supposed to say.
so I’ll just say I’m happy for you and leave it there.
I’d still give you the moon if I could.
I’d give you the whole fucking sky.
even if you wanted to share it with her instead.
I’m seriously tearing up…
im literally cry rn bc its so relevant
Lifefuck. hadn’t read this in a while
too fucking relevant
Im listening to Neutral Milk Hotel and it’s reminding me of this guy I used to work with. When I worked at Kmart a couple of years ago I worked with this guy named Johnny who worked in electronics and was a smart ass and hated everyone. One day I walked past electronics and he was playing Neutral…
today in math class, I didn’t understand the work so I started doing this to pass the time (and also to make it look like I was doing something). my intent was to fill up the whole paper, but before I finished my math teacher came behind me, took my pencil, and wrote the bottom.
That is actually really inspirational
Anonymous asked: I'm the girl who has to choose between the two guys. Someone commented that I was shallow, I understand it seems shallow. I've just liked the attractive guy for a long time, that's why it's confusing, he's showing interest now. I realize that I didn't say that before. I know the nice guy will treat me better, but when I've liked this guy as long as I have, that's what is making it difficult. Thanks for all your help.
Don’t worry, I don’t think you’re shallow, I totally understand. I’ve been in the situation where I liked a guy and then he started to show interest… I think that you’re seeking the validation from him now that he’s showing interest though more than you are actually interested in him. Or at least that’s how it was for me in the past. You liked him so you kind of seek his approval. I think if you start developing feelings for the nicer guy though you’ll forget all about this attractive guy.
Anonymous asked: "I don't want a relationship, I just all the benefits that coming with having one without giving anything back." - You, 2014